Monday, April 25, 2011

dear baby,

today your mama thought about you all day long.  and prayed for you.  and your birth mother.
and imagined what your hands and feet and smile will look like.
your sisters colored you some pictures today.  the biggest sister wishes you would come home soon.  she and little, big sister LOVE babies.




we listened to some ethiopian music before we ate dinner, and danced around the kitchen.  and felt just a little closer to you...even though we have no clue who you are.
you are growing in our hearts.  you have taken root.  and just the idea of you makes us so joyful.

I love you sweet, precious one.
just waiting until my dreams of you come true.

81 comments:

AtlantaMama said...

melt-my-heart... so sweet

Sarah said...

And on that note--
Dear Baby,
Your aunty can't get you off her mind either. Yesterday I made a cup of coffee and drank it outside on my deck, praying for and dreaming about you. We sure can't wait to meet you. I think I will go order another bag of that delicious coffee. It makes me feel like I am getting you here faster. I love you, Aunt Sarah

Merran said...

absolutely precious.

thedunns said...

I had a dream last night about your sweet baby boy!! You posted on fb (b/c that makes everything official) that he's here & perfect! Maybe that means it's getting closer!! I sure hope so. The love you all feel for him is evident even through your words. I'll continue to pray for y'all!

SaraLyons said...

So incredibly sweet!

because HE first loved us said...

way to make my cry! :)
I totally feel the same way. Hopefully we get "the call" sooner than later. But, for now I will pray for more patience.

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